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    Thursday, May 31, 200711:16 PM
    dear so cute de lors !
    we were talkin on the phone n he flooded my tagboard .
    i miss u so so so much !

    ILU .
    (:
    IWU .
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    3:51 PM
    imu
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    Wednesday, May 30, 20079:44 PM
    tdy early morning wake up den went to Singapore Discovery Centre .
    not very fun actually .
    the bus journey there n back to sch is already double the time spent there .
    on the bus damn funny .

    lik zhing was like going mad lors . LOL .
    i wish i can put the video here ..

    den came back to sch wait for my mom .
    she comin sch meet mdm siak .
    den we talked for 2 hrs . siao de lors .
    actually she quite good de lahs . hahas .

    den went to take my passport photo .
    and im utterly disgusted by it .
    lol thought i will puke lors but my mom like it very much .
    den went to change passport photo de place wait for 2 hrs !

    den came back cp eat dinner .
    saw kor n joanne . den i was utterly shocked .
    LOL den went food court saw them again .
    so they joined us n eat .
    de eating part so damn funny .

    den papa call joanne come our hse eat durian den she dont want .
    but in the end they reached our hse earlier den i reach home .
    so lame lors !
    LOL .
    she so wen rou de lors .
    im so tomboy .
    aiyos ~~

    I MISS U LAHS .
    yaoshijun ~
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    Tuesday, May 29, 20076:19 PM
    rain so big just now .
    see le also xia dao .. its like the whole sky is foggy ..
    dear dont fall sick hors .

    tdy went to sch for remedial den after that walked to cp .
    with yvonne , yy n rennie .
    den got one bee den we all screamin like siao lang .
    LOL so funny lors .

    after that jiu went home watched last episode of it started with a kiss .
    wonderful show !
    (:

    dear , i love u so so so so much .
    you are irreplaceable ..
    u are too impt to me .
    i really hope we can last long long .
    dont ever leave me .
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    Monday, May 28, 20079:57 PM
    i truly miss you .
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    6:38 PM
    HAPPY BDAY MY DEAR BELLA x)

    a very boring day .
    rotted at home n watch E zuo ju zhi wen .
    going finish soon :)
    YEAH !
    imu lots !
    i need u ..

    im worried .
    why im i worried ?
    its a good thing that u decided to work hard .
    but im scared u will forget abt me ..
    work hard ba !!
    i will be very happy for u de .
    and i will work hard tgt with u .
    i love you !

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    Sunday, May 27, 20077:21 PM
    i miss the camp so much !! =x
    sobs ~ i want go back lahs .
    so sad sia .. haix .

    its such a great thing that 3d is so united now :)
    at least from now on we will treasure all the time tgt !
    term 3 will be a whole lot of fun =)
    i miss SAN n IDRIS !

    still can rmb the beautiful dance by SAN this morning .
    the romantic story she told us when we sitting under so many stars during the night activity .
    she's such a cheerful n cute person ..
    i miss her so much ~

    idris always full of funny faces .
    so cute lol .
    i will nvr forget them .

    and the funny moments when im bathing with yvonne tan !
    LOL .
    screamin n screamin .
    we are mad ~
    nvr forget this camp =)
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    1:27 PM
    CAMP WAS FUN . damn fun lors !!
    i miss it so much lahs . sobs i miss instructor IDRIS and SANTHIT .
    IDRIS is the cute cute malay with curly curly hair .
    and SAN is the chio chio one who dance very very nice :)

    3d is so united ! i love 3d lots . i love 3d i love 3d !
    actually , ppl who missed this camp really missed out alot of things .
    its really a very very good experience .
    somethings only happen once a lifetime and im glad i did not miss it .
    hahas .

    i absolutely love the flying fox .
    lol coz i can fly ~ hahas .
    abseiling not bad too bahs but not as fun .

    all the stations also very fun coz its all teamwork .
    rock climbing was still okay but its very challenging .
    my hands were so suan lors den no strength .
    but i nvr give up !
    wahahas so proud of myself .
    lol den i reach the top :)

    my only regret is that we missed out the chance of doing the challenging rope course .
    coz it started to rain ):
    SOBS i want play de lors .

    kayaking was fun too . but its so damn sandy .
    but hands also very suan ..
    i SUNBURN lors , now i become so dark le !!

    i really looked forward to slping but its so noisy lors .
    first night i counted 15 planes flew by before i fell asleep .
    so disgusting lors .
    den i woke up only like maybe 20 minutes jiu got 5 planes le .

    campfire night quite fun bahs .
    ALPHA rocks . lol .
    hahas esp the part where the instructors perform the liang shan bo & juliet song .
    LOL ahbao was practically going mad .
    he's so funny lahs .

    so sad lahs i miss them so much !!
    this would be the most fun camp ever bahs .
    the journey back damn fun too .
    in bus the guys sing until i think the bus going explode ba .

    the boys really so damn high sia .
    wo ke yi can be officially counted as 3d's song .
    xiao wei too . lol .
    its like so touching when everybody sing tgt .
    3d rocks all the way =)

    walking home was disastrous . i walk until cha yi dian fall down lors .
    my bag was like so damn fkingly heavy . and i walk for abt half n hr bahs .
    mel's papa come fetch her den yvonne they all went to cp .
    but i overcome loneliness ! and i can definitely be independant whenever i need to =)

    dear so shuai !
    imu .
    and ive been finding every chance to talk to u .
    imu imu imu .
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    Thursday, May 24, 20079:42 PM
    tdy watched alot of episodes of ' it started with a kiss ' .
    watched 6 cds .
    so nice lors .
    zheng yuan chang is so shuai :)
    i miss u dear !!

    packin the camp stuffs now .
    but found out that alot of things i dno where ..
    so gna wait for mommy come back den pack tgt .
    arghh so tired suddenly .

    haiix why did it turn out this way ?

    dear i truly miss u lahs ~
    i love u lots lots lots :D

    TMR officially camp .
    omg lahs so worried smth bad will happen lors .
    hope i'll be safe !
    (:
    ilu .
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    Wednesday, May 23, 20079:51 PM
    tdy was damn fun !
    i mean the f&n de course at fort canning de dno what culinary academy .
    so fun lors .
    i love 3d lahs :)

    we baked brownies ! so nice lors u see ..
    LOL delicious .
    but its damn sweet .. Chef A so cute n funny lors !
    he's a thai den his english also funny funny de . lol .

    is me , eechen , melvin n weijun de jing xin jie zuo !
    pretty right .. hahas .
    this is cut into 4 different parts .
    and we dabao-ed home .



    hahas ! den we also cooked green curry .

    is not bad de lors !
    lol we can be chef next time le =)
    den the smell make everybody de eyes very pain .
    den many ppl ran out and rest their eyes .
    but i did not lors =) LOL .
    and weijun ran out for the longest ~

    den we also cooked the thai salad .
    not bad too lol .

    the most fun part was when we ate what we cook .
    everybody , 3d and 3c share a very long table .
    den we enjoyed it so much .
    lol .

    den they play the game . who guess dao de num den jiu punishment .
    from 1 - 100 de . lol .
    den chunfeng weijun melvin n nicholas so cham .
    ate the brownie mixed with green curry and the salad .
    so ewww de lors !

    den likzhing eat dao nose bleed .
    LOL den ppl keep say he see smth which he not supposed to see .

    LOL den got one birdy keep fly here fly there .
    so irritating de lahs .

    den on the bus back had girls talk with eechen :)
    very fun lors .
    she very good . say got any troubles can go find her .
    she would be free anytime .
    thks eechen !

    den reach sch very dark le .
    coz melvin n wj walk to cp den they accompanied me hme .
    say scared i meet any bad guys or what de .
    lol thks le .

    i love 3d lots !
    and i miss u so damn much lors ):
    only eechen knows ..

    whenever im missin u , she would know .
    LOL .
    lonely day tmr again ~
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    Tuesday, May 22, 20077:22 PM
    yvonne's blog is like so damn funny lors .
    LOL .
    she used so many chim words to scold the person .
    - u know me -

    lalalala ~
    maths project haven do finish . sians ~
    imu ..
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    3:56 PM
    today reach hme quite early .
    very sian very lonely .
    i hate the feelin of being alone at home

    while walkin suddenly so emo .. feel like crying .
    hais dno why .
    stupid lahs .
    den jiu listen to sad song , den jiu more sad .

    dear sick le . must takecare k ?
    imu lots .

    and to the person at my tagboard .
    so what if i know u ..
    just tell me directly lahs .
    dont be a coward .

    tmr got f&n course after sch from 2 - 6.45
    need to go another place . sians .
    den 1.3o jiu need leave the sch le .
    mrs foo still say no lunch .
    we going with 3c too .

    tmr can be counted as the last day of sch le .
    coz thurs no sch .
    haix i miss u lahs !!
    w

    without u , even crossing the road seems so hard .
    feel so lost without u . maybe i rely too much on u le ..
    i miss u badly .
    u really mean alot to me . maybe too much .
    i love u lahs ):
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    Monday, May 21, 20077:25 PM
    WTF .
    i rolled the chair over my toe .
    my toe ben lai jiu hurt le lors ! now is burning pain .
    sobs .

    today play CAPTAINS ball .
    3d won !!
    very happy lors . but other classes also very pro .
    its such a jidong match .

    stupid mr goh !
    keep demoralise us ..
    pui =x
    but 3d is so united :)

    imu lahs .
    why do i have this strange feeling ?
    imu imu imu .


    everytime i see u the world seems to be so perfect =x
    everytime u smile at me , my heart melts .

    i need u lahs .
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    Sunday, May 20, 20079:46 PM
    today went out to celebrate mom's bday .
    went out for lunch den went my cousin's hse .
    visit uncle raymond .
    hope he faster recover :))

    den his hse so cool de lors .
    like ktv lounge . abt 10 thousand songs .
    nxt time dont need go kbox go there sing can le .
    is EXACTLY same as kbox like that de lors .

    den we had a fun time singing :)
    everybody keep zao xia ~
    so funny lors .

    after that jiu went changi village eat seafood .
    so nice ! yummy lors .
    esp the chilli crab :D

    the food took 45 mins to come .
    so me n mommy went nearby de beach there walk walk before going back to eat .
    den she told me she love the sea .
    i didnt know that !
    lol shi bai sia ~

    i love mommy !
    and ive nvr stop missing u .

    is exactly the same place me n dear went lors !
    but just now is evening so very romantic ..
    wish u were here =x

    tmr dodgeball =/
    byes ~
    i love u !!
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    1:36 PM
    ARGH .
    hate my fucking hair lahs !
    so short suddenly .
    sobs i miss my hair ):
    i dont dare go sch le lahs =x

    HAPPY 3 MTH ANNIVERSARY !
    dear i miss u lots lahs !
    sry always let u waste money on me .
    nxt time dont waste so much money le bahs ..
    i love u :)
    hope can last long long ~

    HAPPY BDAY TO MOMMY TOO :)
    love ya ~
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    Saturday, May 19, 20079:44 PM
    went to cut hair .
    sucky lahs ! tie up so short ..
    but put down still the original length lehs . so strange .

    my papa de most happy le . coz he say worth it ..
    the $ 10 ..

    den went to take the passport photo . sians .
    den saw hongkiat . but he nvr see me .
    he like thinking abt smth . lol .
    saw huahyun too .

    saw 2 very very small babies .
    so cute !!
    think i can lift them up with one finger =.=

    den jiu dabao for mommy .
    coz she sick den at home sleeping ~
    sian de lahs .
    TMR is anni lehs . but cnt go out :(

    sad lahs .
    i miss u badly .
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    1:34 PM
    just ate finish lunch cooked my mommy .
    yummy ~ lol .
    so nice . mommy sick le , so she nvr work today .
    tmr is her bday but she today jiu sick .

    hope she faster recover , i love u mommy :)

    tmr is really an important day . but i cnt go out .
    sad lahs .
    dear should be at lan now ba ..
    i miss him . hahas .

    my toe still very pain ..
    sians ~
    s.h.e de songs so nice sia .
    hahas .
    today surely very very sian de .
    byes :)
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    Friday, May 18, 20078:26 PM
    today the first thing in the morning , walk out of the hse .
    my leg jiu pain until ~ dno what lahs .
    den i think i walk like a crab lors !
    but after that jiu abit better le .
    abit nia lors :(


    today in sch abit sian too .
    early in the morning krishnan jiu start scold ppl le .
    so damn loud lors lol .

    my toe so damn pain all the time lahs !
    had a fun day with dear today :)

    i really dont dont look forward to the dodgeball lors .
    im SCARED of balls =x
    SOBS . its my enemy !

    i used to enjoy it so much .
    so much so much :(
    but those balls just like to hurt me now and then .
    once , it almost made me blind lors . sucky arhs !


    when i came back , saw my kor at the door .
    he was preparing to go out .
    den my leg so fuckingly pain lors .
    den took out my socks and saw the shock of my life .
    its bleeding =xx
    omg lors . den my bro say i need operation if dont save it soon .
    SOBS .

    im like dying now ??
    imu lahs !
    if my leg dont okay den i go camp surely will die de .

    hais .

    two more days to two very very important occasion :)
    i love u ..



    mel just sent me photos of a cute baby !
    so cute :)
    a girlgirl lai de ~ waahas .

    cute hors --
    LOL love her sia .
    although i nvr met her before ?
    erps but i want know her !!
    so chubby ! i want the cheeks !!
    i want touch !
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    Thursday, May 17, 20079:15 PM
    wa laos !
    my toe so damn pain lors .
    argghh . just now in class even have a little difficulty in walking .

    today is a hungry day . lol . coz nvr eat breakfast nvr go recess .
    coz of my stupid stomachache lors . sians .
    very xinku =x
    luckily in 3d talked n listen to music with daphne khoo .
    she's cute de lor :)

    came up to see the newspaper article .
    or else will have detention again .
    coz mrKRISHNAN is back .
    aww but at least he's friendly .
    he want the best for us mahs . hahas .

    today got amaths n eng hmk !
    sians i go do le .
    very very tired .
    takecare :)
    byes ~

    dear this few days keep scold vulgarities lor =.=
    lol i love u !
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    9:02 AM
    LOL .
    now in com lab for physics .
    but MR GOH very good let us surf the net .

    lol . just now yvonne came to my blog .
    and the music was like ' BOOM ' came out .
    so damn loud lors . lol
    den everybody was like walao-ing .

    hahas 3d so cute de lahs .
    so sian ~
    imu !
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    Wednesday, May 16, 20075:23 PM
    omg !
    blogger finally okay le :)
    so happy !
    LOL . cool sia .

    today ben lai want go cut hair de .
    but in the end did not =.=
    i miss u lots =x

    yvonne told me the korean show very nice .
    ' smile again -

    not fair de lors ! my hse dont have scv ):
    SOBS . not fair lahs .
    today went library lend 4 books :)
    will have a good time reading it de !

    thks dear for helping me .
    lol .
    im just so lame ~
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    Tuesday, May 15, 20078:17 PM
    argh .. sucky results .

    try to kan kai but just cnt control my tears .
    i just cnt cnt control lahs .
    but i wont do it again le !
    promise *

    unless smth more impt happened ~
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    Monday, May 14, 20076:20 PM
    you are my everything .
    ilu *
    imu*

    s.h.e rocks !
    everybody must buy their new album hors :)

    today is such a sucky day .
    sucky results .
    hais ~
    so disappointed !
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    Sunday, May 13, 20073:21 PM
    congrats to mel who got full marks :)
    lol congrats to yv n nick too :)
    LOL im lame .

    today is such a sian day ..
    imu lahs !

    i dont like to talk to ppl who dont concentrate .
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    Saturday, May 12, 20076:59 PM
    was intendin to go ahma hse today . but vomited .
    so disgusting lors . dno why i vomit .
    and im alone at home . argh
    feeling so damn terrible just now .

    i need u lahs =x

    and the worst part is i vomited on the bloody floor .
    sobs still have to clean up the mess myself .
    den from ytd till now i slp for 16 hrs le .
    16 hours .
    i cnt belief it . lol
    so erxin sia .

    ben lai want go ahma hse de . my ahma cook my dinner le .
    so sorry ahma ! i really miss u alot sia .
    but i forgot to tell u ..
    so sry .

    i hate being alone at home so much .
    please do the test >>
    :)
    its kinda lame lol .
    the full mark is 6o .
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    11:44 AM
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rC7YlVPP09E&mode=related&search=

    omg they are so cute =))

    i discovered got another two boys copy them lors . they are disgusting lors . and one is angmoh .
    the originals are still the best . lol .

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ub5uYi02Y1g
    u all go see lahs . which one better ? of coz is on top de right .
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    10:34 AM
    oh irritating sia . blogger is so what sia . i want post alot al0t of pictures de lors !
    BUT cnt even put photos and change color for the font .. only can type .

    ytd amaths test was hard sia .. so i decided to put all my hopes on emaths .
    hope can do well for emaths ?
    hms . den after that jiu exam end le .
    our 2 weeks misery has finally ended :))
    wahahaas .

    den jiu went out with 3/4 yangguang1oo .
    me mel n yvonne .
    den we waited for like 5 hrs for the buffet to start .

    den n yvonne keep countdown den she so excited lors =.=
    lol den finally started . den yvonne is like so pro in talking to the waiter lors .
    den mel n yv eat so damn much . den i eat so little lors .
    but i already eat until my stomach gonna burst , cnt walk sia .

    den we were laughing so hard . i laugh like i going burst soon .
    den i keep bang into the person behind me . lol .
    took many many pics den want put up de lors .
    yangguang 1oo rocks ~

    ive nvr stopped missin u *

    later in the afternoon still have to go ahma hse .
    i so lazy to go out . wish i can teleport there .
    sians ~

    got two very retarded but very cute boys .
    LOL their video is like so damn funny .
    they are awesome . but maybe u will think its lame . lol .

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vFsQfR809TU&mode=related&search

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pY5zDQWd5bE&NR=1

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j80YDDfiaT4&mode=related&search=

    they are singing my favourite song sia lol . my public affair .
    and the guy who is macho is shuai de lors . dno why he make himself so ugly ...
    they are some china guys . lol .
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    Thursday, May 10, 20076:02 PM
    u dont seem to know how much i miss u lahs =x

    haiix .

    talking to kor now ..
    yuan lai me n nick on the same boat .
    discussing why ppl dont zilian . den cnt get their* photos .

    arghh miss u also cnt see u ..

    :((

    tmr cnt see u again . haiix .
    its such a torture ..
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    3:18 PM
    emaths paper 2 was hard .
    sians .

    tmr amaths . jiayou hors everybody . LAST final paper .
    wahahas . just now after exam mel n yvonne came my hse .
    and we watched many many funny videos on youtube .

    doesn't mean use com jiu nvr study . this is a very wrong guan nian .
    tmr is freedom day .
    hahas .
    have tuition at night .
    =( imu .
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    Wednesday, May 09, 20071:24 PM
    sians .
    mrs foo say my f&n haven really complete yet .
    so now must come n do again .. sucky lahs .

    tmr is emaths paper 2 .
    yeah ! i love maths .
    hahas . must get good results . really hope i can lors ..

    later got tuition from 43o to 73o .
    this few days like everyday tuition sia .
    see my tuition teacher everyday =.=

    today's chemistry paper not very difficult .
    hope can pull up my physics :)
    really tried my best le !

    today talked to dear for awhile in sch . den he jiu go for test le .
    i miss him so damn much lors .
    really sia .

    i love u lahs .

    today went home with mel n yv ..
    den walk past the childcare centre .
    den saw a cute cute boy jumping inside .
    so cute !!
    omg lahs . im like so mad over that small boyboy .
    his body so round den he like bouncing like that lors .
    hees damn cute .

    den walked to the void deck den saw the baby that i always see with dear de .
    den jiu miss him more le =x

    den saw many babies jiu dui le . hahas .
    i love them so much lors . adorable .
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    Tuesday, May 08, 200711:40 PM
    just finished 4 hrs of tuition . damn tired lahs ~
    just finished freaking f&n .
    learnt alot of chemistry today :D
    happy happy .

    im suffering from lack of slp .
    but i really hope i will get good results ..
    if not i will be so disappointed :(
    i hope my efforts will pay off ..

    tmr is CHEM . im so worried . haiix .
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    3:13 PM
    found a song which makes u feel good :D
    everybody is great .

    Exceptional - JoJo

    You're beautiful but you don't know
    Can't see what's there inside your soul
    Always feelin like you're not goodenough
    You wish you could be someone else
    Sometimes you just can't see yourself
    But I can see just who you are, who you are

    You're exceptional the way you are
    Don't need to change for nobody
    You're incredible, anyone can see that
    When will you believe that?
    You are nothing but exceptional(Yeah)

    You never you think you measure up
    Never smart or cool, or pretty enough
    Always feeling different from all the rest,
    oh You feel so out of place,
    you thinkyou don't fit in
    I think you're perfect in the skinyou're in
    You're just perfect just how you are,just how you are, yeah

    [chorus]
    You're exceptional the way you are
    Don't need to change for nobody
    You're incredible, anyone can see that
    When will you believe that?

    You are nothing but exceptional
    If you could see the one I see when Isee you
    You'd know how lucky you are to be you
    I see through into you
    And you are
    You're exceptional the way you are
    Don't need to change for nobody
    You're incredible, anyone can see that
    When will you believe that?

    You're exceptional the way you are
    Don't need to change for nobody
    You're incredible, anyone can see that
    When will you believe that?
    You are nothing but exceptional.
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    2:24 PM
    today's physics paper so difficult sia .
    i very disappointed lors . surely will fail de lors . sad lahs ):
    geog still okay ba . tried my best le .. hope can get good results :D

    tmr is CHEM . but i still have to chiong f&n today . wth lors . its not my fault lors ! its the bloody diskette's fault lahs . i need to redo all sia . its like 2 mths de work ? redo by tmr . den my chem lehs ..

    later still got chem tuition for 3 hrs to 4 hrs like that bahs . so happy lors .
    someone can come n save me . but today's physics make me so no confident le lahs .

    HAIS . today early morning jiu kinda suaned by my mom . feel so stressed lately lors . so worried .
    mommy, i really want to achieve good grades n let u happy . but u dont even encourage me . all u do is demoralise me even more . make me cry even more .

    hais . btw , ppl if u really feel like crying but want control . u pinch ur nose jiu can le :)
    tears wont come out so easily ..
    so emo sia . sadd lahs .

    and i really miss u ):
    we so long nvr talk properly le ..
    i miss u so much so much .
    stupid mid yr exam lahs .

    haiix . i will be so disappointed .
    and i stay up late to study , u said im acting .
    wth why would i waste my time sitting in front of the table n not study ?
    i can just go slp de lors .

    ARGGH . i want burst le !
    i need u -
    :'(
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    Monday, May 07, 20074:30 PM
    :'( haiis .
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    Sunday, May 06, 20079:25 PM
    Note to god is such a touching song .
    sobs .
    too little too late ' is so nice !
    simply love JoJo .

    maths n ss simply sucks :D
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    3:02 PM
    whats the fucking problem with me ?
    why dont i have any confidence anymore ?
    why am i thinking so much ?
    why am i such a fucking ybabyrc ?
    im falling so fucking deeply .
    depression ?
    whats wrong with this world ?
    whats wrong with everybody ?
    whats wrong with u ?
    i wish im still a small baby .
    im too stressed le lahs .
    stupid exams .
    i cnt think anymore .
    somebody help me pls .
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    1:55 PM
    i feel terribly lonely ~
    can somebody save me pls ?

    i had a terrible dream ytd night .
    hais its so saddening lors .
    i dont want it to happen ..
    i cnt let it happen lahs :(
    cried when i woke up .
    so sad sia .

    so shocked lors .
    woke up at 6.59am by the stupid dream .
    cried till i slp ..
    and woke up at 10 .

    ytd super coffee worked too .
    not tired until abt 2 am ..
    sians .

    i dont want the dream to happen ..
    i could have died ..
    it all seems so real ..
    cnt sia .
    oh god ~

    told mel and she assured me that it wont happen .
    coz she dreamt that her father went to war =.=
    she dreamt of wang shao wei .
    and she said she hope she wont ever wake up .
    LOL lahs .
    so she said dreams are opposite of reality ..

    me lehs ? my dream is too scary le lahs .
    ilu ..
    HAIS . so far away ..

    im so isolated from this fucking world ..
    hais . feel like locking myself in the room forever .
    cool huh ..
    :)
    hahahahahaa .

    i hate mid yr exam .
    maple ?
    whatever lahs .

    what can i do to make u stop ?
    nothing .
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    Saturday, May 05, 20079:51 PM
    omg i think im mad .
    this is the 4th post of today , saturday , 5th of may , yangguang100 5th anniversary .
    so many 5 ..
    cool sia . lol maybe 5 is my lucky number .

    my mom's bday is coming !
    its the same date as me n dear de anni ..
    really really hope can obtain good results .
    to make my mommy happy .
    i love her :)
    but i seldom hear words of encouragement from her .
    she just suaned me .
    hais sad sia ~

    just now tuition .
    3 hrs .
    normally very tired . but today im quite energetic .
    coz i drank coffee !
    hahas my super coffee ~ lalala ..

    i miss u :(
    today nvr talk much .
    coz he sleeping ..

    and there's definitely smth wrong with this page . cnt change color . cnt change font .
    siao lahs blogger ..
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    5:56 PM
    where's my studying mood ?
    i need u right now !!
    ROAR .
    i know it will come at night :D
    but i hope u come now .
    sobs ~
    tuition starting at 63o to 93o .
    siao ..
    n i found out social studies is quite interesting :)

    i think im falling in love with coffee .
    coz its my saviour ~

    i think im mad . post so many times today =x
    siao lang . lol .

    and i think JoJo has a superb voice . she same age as me lehs !
    xian mu sia ..
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    2:01 PM
    today is yangguang100 5th anniversary lehs !
    hahas .
    i love my jiemeis ~
    friends forever :)

    found some nice songs ..
    although stickwitu quite old le . but its nice de lors ..
    hahas .
    sian de lors .
    at home alone is sucky .
    changed blogskin coz quite sick of it .
    lol
    cya ~
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    12:09 PM
    going to be a lonely day ~
    at home alone again .
    hais .
    i miss u lahs ..
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    Friday, May 04, 20078:49 PM
    today is a tired day .
    slept at 5am today . due to some bloody coffee , i cnt sleep . den sleep for one hr jiu wake up go sch le .
    BUT nvm . can study :))
    so cool lors . wish i can dont sleep for the whole of next week too . den jiu got time to study le .
    slept for 5 hrs just now . ben lai not tired de . when i lie on my bed jiu fell asleep le .

    think i going slp late tonight also le ~ spending the night alone is kinda lonely .
    but very very good environment to study . hahas . now dont have the mood to study . so sad lahs .
    when i need it , it dont come de .
    but im glad that i did put in effort to study :D

    dear must study !
    i becoming more luo suo le =x
    ilu *
    wish my efforts will pay off (:

    tmr got amaths remedial .. dno whether want go norts .
    sians i need to slp ! i need lots n lots of slp .
    ben lai thought dont have hei yan quan de lors ..
    but i take off my specs jiu saw it le .
    kinda shocked -
    lol .

    bye i go study le !!
    =))
    everybody jiayou hors .
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    Thursday, May 03, 20072:32 PM
    feeling damn emo now ..
    found out something ..
    hais .
    =(

    today dear nvr come sch . he sick le . take care hors .. i love u lahs .
    exams very important . must take care of yourself ..
    oh fuck . mood swing sia .. suck .
    go study le lars ~
    bye .

    ytd the hmt paper was fucking difficult . teacher want kill us arhs . fuck sia ..
    today's eng paper wasn't easy too .
    wa laos .
    mid year sucks man ..

    =((

    look forward to freedom day!
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    Wednesday, May 02, 20079:21 PM
    came up to my blog and see as my fren told me that someone has tagged something lame on my blog .
    as u can see the person who hates me wrote :

    hate you de ren: just thinkin why you cant die faster...awaes sae want to die also never..die faster lar..your dear also wont love you too long...

    ehs think this person is really coward lahs . dare to say me dont dare to say who u are ? dont behave like a coward . just write out ur name . at least i know who u are and you can hate me openly . and i think u should be a girl .. coz no boys would be so lame unless u are a gay .

    i know you hate me but i dont even know who u are . kindly tell me who u are lors .
    COWARD .
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    Tuesday, May 01, 20078:21 PM
    HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEARL X)
    frens forever !! :D

    maths geog maths geog maths ~
    woots .
    i miss u dear !
    i love u dear !
    love every moment spent with u =)
    tmr start mid yr le ~
    everybody jiayou wors =)
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